| mandatory friends-only statement, conditions warning, disclaimer, etc. |
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FRIENDS ONLY.
CONDITIONS/PHOBIAS WARNING: CONTENTS NOT SUITABLE FOR THOSE WITH THE FOLLOWING CONDITIONS/PHOBIAS:
-heart disease
-homophobia [fear of homosexuality]
-melophobia [fear or hatred of music]
-hemophobia [fear of blood]
-melanophobia [fear of the color black]
-pedophobia [fear of children]
-pyrophobia [fear of fire]
-optophobia [fear of opening one's eyes]
-ligyrophobia [fear of loud noises]
-venustraphobia [haha, look it up, dumbbutt.]
DISCLAIMER:
"This journal contains contains explicit depictions of things which are real. These real things are commonly known as life. So, if it sounds sarcastic, don't take it seriously. If it sounds dangerous, Do not try this at home or at all. And if it offends you, just don't read it." -Semi-stolen from The Offspring.
VIEWER DISCRETION ADVISED.
That having been said: comment to be added :) If you say where you know me from, I'll surely add you back, and you can read my all-too frequent postings about concerts, angst, and weird people. If you don't know me from somewhere, give me an A/S/L and I'll get back to you. Oh, for kicks, my A/S/L is 16/F/IL or VA. |
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| Yo |
[Feb. 1st, 2008|05:36 pm] |
Hey everyone, if you're not already friends with my other journal, Carnival_Goth, I'd suggest friending it if you want to hear about my life... I don't think I'll be posting on this journal too often...
I'm going to work on reading everyone's entries from the past month, but I'm not sure if/when I'll get to anything, so if you feel like posting a summary in a comment here, that'd be great ;)
less than three you all. |
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| This is goodbye.... |
[Dec. 20th, 2007|09:38 pm] |
Well. I was thinking the other day about how this guy pledged to leave the Internet for a year to fufill his life better in other ways.
I was also thinking about how my grades sucked.
One and one make two, right? I don't know if this is my new year's resolution so much as a 'need-to-fix-myself' resolution, but here we go...
I'm going off the Internet for the month of January to see if it affects my schoolwork and quality of life.
Obviously, at Madeira you can't just abandon the Internet, so I will be checking my school e-mail, but here's a list of things I hope to cut out:
Livejournal (Carnival_goth and dorrie_Rockstar)
Myspace (/punx58 and /umwh4t)
Facebook (dorrie McQ)
Xanga (carnival_punk)
AIM (MarinaCIA226, Iluvlettuce, Dorrieinspain, Whatername58, whatever other AIM addys I have hanging around)
Non-school e-mails (carnival.goth@gmail.com, umwh4t@gmail.com, any other emails I have hanging around)
Webcomics
Body Mod websites
Wikipedia for fun
Jeffree Star
You can still get in touch with me via my school e-mail, but I hope to keep that to pretty much just school stuff. Of course, if something drastic happens, of COURSE e-mail me. This whole attempt to get offline is not to stay away from my friends, it's to stop wasting time reading stories about random peoples' tattoos when I should be studying.
See you all in Febuary! My final appearances on the Internet 'till then will be on my other livejournal, ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) carnival_goth.
HAVE A FANTASTIC EID, CHRISTMAS, NEW YEAR, BIRTHDAYS, and anything else I've forgotten....
Your friend,
Dorrie.
EDIT: 12/24/07
BE JEALOUS.
[[Yeah, that would be two versions of 'me' if you remember the lamexcore 'my life as band fic' slash. Anyways I met the members of Kill Hannah on Friday night :D ]] |
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| NaNoWriMo 2007 |
[Nov. 7th, 2007|11:00 pm] |
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Lauren just brought up a really valid point- "You're just doing this for yourself, it's not like there's a prize, so if you're not having fun with it, what's the point?"
It is with great regret [I never wanted to be a quitter!] that I place my NaNoWriMo 2007 on indefinate hiatus.
I just have too much to do. And this was just another stress. I wasn't enjoying it and so I'm not going to worry about it. If I, later this month, actually want to write it, I will pick it back up again, but the past few days it's just been a chore hanging over my head like folding laundry, doing a french essay, a chem lab report, history ID's. I can't let it eat my life.
I'm sorry.
[November 7th, 2007, 11:00 pm]
Hiatus is OFF. Nano is ON. Megan is amazing and I can't just quit!!!
[November 8th, 2007, 3:41 pm]
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| It's National Coming Out Day. |
[Oct. 11th, 2007|10:39 am] |
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I'm Bisexual.
This is the label I choose to give myself. I'm posting it here, even though I'm pretty sure you've all figured out by now, but I'm posting it here because quite frankly I'm kind of scared to post it on facebook. I know you're supposed to be proud, but I don't want to shove it in people's faces. |
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| pooosting? |
[Sep. 26th, 2007|10:39 pm] |
right, I don't really use this account that much, maybe when we get more time, or perhaps I'll use it to journal my NaNoWriMo
But otherwise, go friend Carnival_goth
Because I post there
but not here. |
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| Madina Lake- House of Cards |
[Sep. 5th, 2007|12:14 pm] |
"It's late at night the world's asleep
And I'm trying not to think
I take some pills cos my mind bleeds
I'm thinking "What is wrong with me?"
Because the only thing I know
About honesty
Is every lie I told
That you believed
I'm afraid, To be alone
I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep!
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies!
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's a flame in a house of cards.
Now I can't look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But i just can't cos...
I'm afraid, To be alone
I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out ...
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep!
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies!
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's a flame in a house of cards.
It's such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cos I'm trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me
Isn't me
No
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep !
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies !
I'm too afraid to come clean!
My life's a flame in a house of cards.
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed"
My life used to be very much embodied by this song.
Now it's not. [Still a good song though!]
Thank you. |
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| A year and some change. |
[Aug. 28th, 2007|07:22 pm] |
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| | Heaven Help Us, by MCR, and Under Pressure, by MCR and The Used. | ] |
August 14, 2006
That's when I started this journal.
I was going to do a one-year anniversary post, but I didn't get to it in time. Well.
I've changed a lot, but I think everyone [especially teenagers!] changes over a whole year. So I'm not going to make a list of X number of new piercings, Y other asthetic diffrences, Z diffrences in friendships.
Instead... have some cake.
I've been bothering you for a whole year now. W00t.
And because this is my journal, have
( A picture of an attractive man. Or two. ) |
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| it's actually quite true. |
[Aug. 23rd, 2007|07:58 pm] |
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| Please help me? |
[Jul. 7th, 2007|02:21 pm] |
No, it's not for a good cause, just me being selfish. I really really want to see this band called Escape The Fate play 10 minutes longer at the Warped tour date I'm going to... It takes about 10 seconds, all you have to do is click on the link, click on Escape The Fate, demand it, put in your e-mail box (They don't spam if you don't check the box) and hit submit or whatever.
Love you all! Thanks! |
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| Well, let's see what we get... |
[Jun. 15th, 2007|12:37 am] |
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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to comment anonymously and honestly. Comment twice if you'd like.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
--by the way, all you "others who I don't even realize read my LJ", my journal's friends-only now. It's been so for a while, I think this is my first public post in a couple months. Go to the root journal and comment on the disclaimer to be added... I can't remember if I ever announced so I figure this is a good enough place. - |
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| BEST WEEK EVAR |
[Apr. 28th, 2007|04:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | cyberpod | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | DEAD! | ] |
Ok, so I had the BEST WEEK EVAR. Buckle your seatbelts, cos this is gonna be a really really long entry!
>>NOTE! THIS IS A WORK IN PROGRESS ENTRY!!! IF YOU WANT THE WHOLE THING CHECK BACK LATER!!!! IT IS NOT DONE YET!!!!<<<
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| Peeektures |
[Mar. 7th, 2007|10:03 pm] |
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I've never used the picture-post-thinghy... and I just dumped like 400 pictures off my camcam, so I figgered I'd stick 'em up here. NOT ALL 400 LOL just some.
You may steal them for art purposes if you wish, but please comment and let me know... I really really like some of the island ones, and i figure others might too, so you can use them but tell me and credit! Thankee!
BTW none of the pics were edited, they're straight from my camera to the comp. Enjoy and comment please :)
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| Someone please tell me what the hell they're doing |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|11:43 pm] |
I just started typing and this came out... I like it, but what the hell are my characters doing?
"“Vous blaguez, non?” (You’re joking/kidding, right?)I tossed my head, flicking my black-dyed hair out of my left eye, where it was prone to falling.
“Non, Mec, je ne blague pas. C’est le vérité.” (No, dude, I’m not joking. It’s the truth.) He assured me that he wasn’t joking. I raised an eyebrow. Should I believe this weird French guy? I wasn’t good at judging the possible sarcasm in his voice because French wasn’t my first language. I peered into his brown eyes. He shifted his posture, uncomfortable of being looked at that way. If he was serious, I could be rich and famous in a day. If he was joking, my only loss was whatever bribe it took to get in there.
“Ok, je vous donne l’argent, mais si vous étés fausse…” (Ok, I’ll give you the money, but if you’re wrong…) I left the ending open, an unspoken threat. I pulled a twenty-euro bill out of my pocket, and handed it over. The guard made a face, like “what could a skinny emo boy do to me?” but he turned and stuffed the bill in his pocket. I followed the large man through a door labeled “crew only”. I wasn’t crew, but I was dressed to blend in. An underweight kid like me, dressed all in black, including my ‘girl jeans’, could easily be a gofer or a roadie. "
What is he joking about? Who is the main character? Where are they? Why is the bribe only E20? HELP SOMEBODY!!! THIS IS OPEN TO ~your~ INTERPRETATION! |
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[Feb. 27th, 2007|08:38 am] |
I got offical permission to see Papa Roach/ Kill Hannah!!!!!
I was on an adrenaline rush yesterday which kept me up 2 hours later than usual, which was ok, because I was IMing my friend from Episcopal, this school by mine. We met in Writers' Sociey, and were paired so we could exchange/ critique our writing work, but we ended up talking for 2 hours about music and tech. Nice, eh? His name is James/ Battle/ Lord Jimboh The Great. I'm sure you'll be hearing a lot about him in the next couple of weeks. |
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| OH.MY.GOD! |
[Feb. 24th, 2007|10:25 am] |
I GOT A RING SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU LJF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(that was right, wasn't it? lol) |
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| I ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE!!! |
[Feb. 16th, 2007|11:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Goldfinger the movie | ] |
www.fullsail.com
Zawhi, come with me? I'm going to major in Show Production and Touring. If parents say no or cut me off, I'm going to find a way to pay for it myself, damned if I don't. |
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| /double snow day |
[Feb. 14th, 2007|03:30 pm] |
No School TUESDAY AND THURSDAY!!!
(and I 'plan' on being sick tomorrow and going to the health center :D ) |
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| stolen meme... snow day boredom |
[Feb. 7th, 2007|03:47 pm] |
Movie of your life theme song thing... I've done it before many times but this is a diffrent version!
Set your iTunes on "randomize" and have at it.
1) Opening Credits:
Modern Swinger- The Pink Spiders
[HELL YES! I'm "pretty as a car crash, sexy as the stinger of a hornet in your arm"... AWESOME] [no sarcasm... I truly think that's cool]
2) Waking Up:
Amazed- The Offspring
[Um, I've never heard this song before.... first lines are "sometimes I think I'm gonna drown because everyone around is so hollow and I'm alone" I like it.... it sort of works for me waking up... I can picture it now... roll out of bed, hurt myself jumping off, go to bathroom... wash my face here "give me one more day and I feel amazed just to see tomorrow" :D ]
3) First Day At School:
Track 06- Penis Punx
[This is from a local band... it's not actually called Track 06.... and I've never heard it before... it's really odd... screamoish punk with really bad music.....]
4) Falling In Love:
Believe Me Natalie- The Killers
[Uhhhhhhh....... "listen natalie, this is your last chance to find a go-go dance to disco now" um. Right.]
5) Fight Song:
Let Your Troubles Roll By- Carbon Leaf
[WHAT?!?! Am I a pacifist now?!?! totally wrong]
6) Breaking Up:
Drunk On Shadows- H.I.M
[I love H.I.M. but this song isn't a breakup song... waittaminute... "On her once white wings, She will be carrying the weight of our deeds, And she bleeds for love, Forever gone, drunk on shadows and lost in a lie" I guess if I was to date a girl and break up........................................................................................................................................................................................................ that's not happening any time soon.] [and no, I don't know what the immense ammounts of dots mean either. Analyze it and let me know.]
7) Prom:
Hurry Up And Wait- The Loved Ones
[this is some odd ska song Charlotte gave me... it's not prom-y.]
8)Normal Life:
You Don't Want To Play With Me Blues- The Boyfriend
[NO!]
9) Making babies:
Trucker Hat- Bowling For Soup
[this is just not my day. At least it's a love song?]
10) Mental Breakdown:
Saying Sorry- Hawthorne Heights
[Finally something that a l m o s t makes sense....]
11) Driving
Ma Princess Du Juillet- Gilbert Becaud
[My roommate just started laughing hysterically. Is that a bad thing?]
12) Flashback:
Leader Of The Pack- Best of The 60's
[WHAT?!?!?! Yeah, I'm flashing back to the 60's, where I date a motorcycle man who dies in a car crash.... great...]
12) Getting back together:
My Friends- Red Hot Chili Peppers
["My friends are so depressed I feel the question of your lonlieness" um.... this is not my day.]
12) Wedding:
? - Rammstein
[Yeah, this is German techno/metal. I'm starting to think my computer doesn't know me... at all] [Dani says I need therapy because this is my wedding song... I'm totally gonna play this at my wedding... oh wait I'm not getting married.]
12) Birth of Child:
Ripcord- Radiohead
[I don't listen to this stuff.... "Soul destroyed with clever toys for little boys, It's inevitable, inevitable, it's a soul destroyed" Eep did I just read that wrong?!?! My soul gets destroyed by a little boy's clever toy.... I'm so perverted.]
13) Final Battle:
Light In Your Eyes- Sheryl Crow
[um. no? My computer hates meeeeeeeeeeeeee.... wait.... what about juxtoposition... happy country music in a rainy showdown... wait... it still doesn't work.]
14) Death Scene:
Warning Sign- Coldplay
[At least it's depressing...?]
15) Funeral Song:
Si je pouvais revivre un jour ma vie- Gilbert Becaud
[Um.... it's french.... and happy... but it's about re-living a day of my life?]
16) End Credits:
(Can't Get My) Head Around You- The Offspring.
[At least it's good music.]
That was bad... That's all I have to say. |
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