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mandatory friends-only statement, conditions warning, disclaimer, etc. [Jan. 8th, 2020|06:02 pm]

-heart disease
-homophobia [fear of homosexuality]
-melophobia [fear or hatred of music]
-hemophobia [fear of blood]
-melanophobia [fear of the color black]
-pedophobia [fear of children]
-pyrophobia [fear of fire]
-optophobia [fear of opening one's eyes]
-ligyrophobia [fear of loud noises]
-venustraphobia [haha, look it up, dumbbutt.]

"This journal contains contains explicit depictions of things which are real. These real things are commonly known as life. So, if it sounds sarcastic, don't take it seriously. If it sounds dangerous, Do not try this at home or at all. And if it offends you, just don't read it." -Semi-stolen from The Offspring.

That having been said: comment to be added :) If you say where you know me from, I'll surely add you back, and you can read my all-too frequent postings about concerts, angst, and weird people. If you don't know me from somewhere, give me an A/S/L and I'll get back to you. Oh, for kicks, my A/S/L is 16/F/IL or VA.
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Yo [Feb. 1st, 2008|05:36 pm]
Hey everyone, if you're not already friends with my other journal, Carnival_Goth, I'd suggest friending it if you want to hear about my life... I don't think I'll be posting on this journal too often...

I'm going to work on reading everyone's entries from the past month, but I'm not sure if/when I'll get to anything, so if you feel like posting a summary in a comment here, that'd be great ;)

less than three you all.
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This is goodbye.... [Dec. 20th, 2007|09:38 pm]
Well. I was thinking the other day about how this guy pledged to leave the Internet for a year to fufill his life better in other ways.
I was also thinking about how my grades sucked. 
One and one make two, right? I don't know if this is my new year's resolution so much as a 'need-to-fix-myself' resolution, but here we go...

I'm going off the Internet for the month of January to see if it affects my schoolwork and quality of life. 

Obviously, at Madeira you can't just abandon the Internet, so I will be checking my school e-mail, but here's a list of things I hope to cut out:
Livejournal (Carnival_goth and dorrie_Rockstar)
Myspace (/punx58 and /umwh4t)
Facebook (dorrie McQ)
Xanga (carnival_punk)
AIM (MarinaCIA226, Iluvlettuce, Dorrieinspain, Whatername58, whatever other AIM addys I have hanging around)
Non-school e-mails (carnival.goth@gmail.com, umwh4t@gmail.com, any other emails I have hanging around)
Body Mod websites
Wikipedia for fun
Jeffree Star

You can still get in touch with me via my school e-mail, but I hope to keep that to pretty much just school stuff. Of course, if something drastic happens, of COURSE e-mail me. This whole attempt to get offline is not to stay away from my friends, it's to stop wasting time reading stories about random peoples' tattoos when I should be studying.

See you all in Febuary! My final appearances on the Internet 'till then will be on my other livejournal, carnival_goth.

HAVE A FANTASTIC EID, CHRISTMAS, NEW YEAR, BIRTHDAYS, and anything else I've forgotten....

Your friend,

EDIT: 12/24/07

[[Yeah, that would be two versions of 'me' if you remember the lamexcore 'my life as band fic' slash. Anyways I met the members of Kill Hannah on Friday night :D ]]
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NaNoWriMo 2007 [Nov. 7th, 2007|11:00 pm]

Lauren just brought up a really valid point- "You're just doing this for yourself, it's not like there's a prize, so if you're not having fun with it, what's the point?"

It is with great regret [I never wanted to be a quitter!] that I place my NaNoWriMo 2007 on indefinate hiatus. 

I just have too much to do. And this was just another stress. I wasn't enjoying it and so I'm not going to worry about it. If I, later this month, actually want to write it, I will pick it back up again, but the past few days it's just been a chore hanging over my head like folding laundry, doing a french essay, a chem lab report, history ID's. I can't let it eat my life. 

I'm sorry.
[November 7th, 2007, 11:00 pm]

Hiatus is OFF. Nano is ON. Megan is amazing and I can't just quit!!!
[November 8th, 2007, 3:41 pm]

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It's National Coming Out Day. [Oct. 11th, 2007|10:39 am]

I'm Bisexual.

This is the label I choose to give myself. I'm posting it here, even though I'm pretty sure you've all figured out by now, but I'm posting it here because quite frankly I'm kind of scared to post it on facebook. I know you're supposed to be proud, but I don't want to shove it in people's faces.

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pooosting? [Sep. 26th, 2007|10:39 pm]
right, I don't really use this account that much, maybe when we get more time, or perhaps I'll use it to journal my NaNoWriMo

But otherwise, go friend Carnival_goth
Because I post there
but not here.
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Madina Lake- House of Cards [Sep. 5th, 2007|12:14 pm]
"It's late at night the world's asleep
And I'm trying not to think
I take some pills cos my mind bleeds
I'm thinking "What is wrong with me?"
Because the only thing I know
About honesty
Is every lie I told
That you believed

I'm afraid, To be alone
I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep!
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies!
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's a flame in a house of cards.

Now I can't look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But i just can't cos...

I'm afraid, To be alone
I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out ...

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep!
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies!
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's a flame in a house of cards.

It's such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cos I'm trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me
Isn't me

You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep !
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies !
I'm too afraid to come clean!
My life's a flame in a house of cards.

You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed"

My life used to be very much embodied by this song.
Now it's not.  [Still a good song though!]
Thank you.
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A year and some change. [Aug. 28th, 2007|07:22 pm]
[music |Heaven Help Us, by MCR, and Under Pressure, by MCR and The Used.]

August 14, 2006
That's when I started this journal.
I was going to do a one-year anniversary post, but I didn't get to it in time. Well.

I've changed a lot, but I think everyone [especially teenagers!] changes over a whole year. So I'm not going to make a list of X number of new piercings, Y other asthetic diffrences, Z diffrences in friendships.
Instead... have some cake.

I've been bothering you for a whole year now.  W00t.

And because this is my journal, have 
A picture of an attractive man. Or two.Collapse )
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it's actually quite true. [Aug. 23rd, 2007|07:58 pm]
Click to view my Personality Profile page
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Please help me? [Jul. 7th, 2007|02:21 pm]
No, it's not for a good cause, just me being selfish. I really really want to see this band called Escape The Fate play 10 minutes longer at the Warped tour date I'm going to... It takes about 10 seconds, all you have to do is click on the link, click on Escape The Fate, demand it, put in your e-mail box (They don't spam if you don't check the box) and hit submit or whatever.

Demand it!

Love you all! Thanks!
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